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Saturday, 21 May 2011

  • Posted by JavaChip92

    Wow..

    This has been one crazy year...learning just how shitty people really are..I miss the days when all I use to do was blog..I was a loner. The peace and quite was nice.I look back at my old posts and try and understand where I was then. Things were good and I did not appreciate them. I know now to. All I need to do is work on me. I need to know where I am going. Because at the moment I don't really know. Law school? Hopefully it's kinda always been what I wanted to do. Nutrition has always been in the back burner of my mind. I use to think I couldn't do it. I feel that I can and will now. It will come again. I had to learn. Experiences truly are the cost of wisdom. I don't think I could go where I want to with-out my knowledge that I have now. It sad but true because I truly feel like I didn't have to go through all of it and if I only listened, could it have really been prevented? I guess not because I was thrown into those situations and clearly I failed. I guess Xanga is my little message in a bottle that the people I think of as I write, will never know unless I tell them or they read this.

    "We're all in the gutter, but some of us are looking into the stars" - Oscar Wilde.

     

    (c)2011

     

Friday, 30 October 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    Little Plastic Castle
    By Ani Difranco
    32 flavors
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    Wow Its been awhile

    Wow..It been about 2 months since I have posted anything..Well..

                 One thing that got my attention was "Paul Janka" I mean he is a definite "sexist" however, I read online everywhere and people (usually girls) post that online blogs about him titling them like (Paul Janka molested me last night) and the first sentence is "Okay he didn't really but" I think its the 21st century and people need to stop hating on guys like Janka ..You might think hes a douche but I doubt he leads them on..I mean if your going to be that stupid and hook up with him and except something your obliviously an idiot. I mean he makes it clear with his intentions by inviting you back which means he wants to fuck you.

                           However if you honestly think after having sex with this sketch ball that there is a future between you two.. I  mean wow..If you want a relationship with a guy its simple..DON'T FUCK HIM ON THE FIRST DATE... I mean I don't exactly know how you could not know something that simple...This post kinda correlates with my advice in my last post about being a mystery..Everybody wants to figure somebody out..I mean being a guessing game kinda makes you seem different and new. Intertextualty  doesn't really apply to people..but when it does..People do repeat their personalities like books and films..which is why you can't just give your self up.. This world is imperfect and there is a place for people like Janka.. and so on...

           But most important..and this is probably my main point...People usually blame something in Janka's past for the reason he is who he is today for example (overcompensating because he was picked on in high school and never got the girl..so they all don't matter to him) But I think lets dig a little deeper..and for my thought I am going to use the Chris Brown and Rhianna situation..I don't blame the fact that Chris Brown's father wasn't in his life to teach him how to treat a lady..But I blame his mother for putting up with the abuse..That makes Chris Brown think its okay..its normal..I blame womanizer's mothers for letting their sons think its okay and everything they do is right..I mean that's how they are born..Selfish and Misogynists. But see the purpose for men are out because..they are useless..except for one purpose which is to pro-create however..thanks to today's technology they don't even have to be present.

Monday, 31 August 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    The Mirror Conspiracy
    By Thievery Corporation
    All we percive
    see related

    So..

    Childish-immature people( 80% of the population) like to get inside your head..some advice was recently given to me from some wise people.

    Always be a mystery and never let anyone figure you out..No one will ever expect anything from you and you never leave anyone disappointed. You cant expect from anyone anything, therefore, your safe....

    No one will ever no how to get to your head...Nor "mess" with you.

    You will be able to cruise through life, enjoying every second of your unique undiscovered self.. As always your "tabula rasa is filling up" and your a good person..so don't go ahead and be reckless with someones heart..Don't give yours to someone who is reckless, and if you do, don't put up with it..

    Who is functional these days anyways?

    Everyone has their own "reality" of life..make sure when you offer it to someone its a one-way ticket. (c) 2009

     (c)


Sunday, 30 August 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    Menos el Oso
    By Minus the Bear
    White Mystery
    see related

    Ok.so...

    ...so I never really post my poetry but I was cleaning my room and came across this...

    The Force

    The force of water flows in one direction//
    I read this to you for your protection//
    Your affection can will this high school election//
    To not care, for your own resurrection//
    To hide in plain site, to avoid this fight//
    These words investigate, if your alright//
    The power of wind can surf a kite//
    The power of electricity can light//
    The absence of the sun can create night//
    You should never ignore these forces//
    You cant avoid these forces//
    Life is but a river flowing in one direction//
    I teach you this, to get your attention//  

Wednesday, 12 August 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    Extra Virgin
    By Olive
    Smile
    see related

    Smile, you'll steal away my soul.

    ...."Embrace what we can not change"


    Thats the truth right there...I feel like I have the greatest life in the world..after following that one quote..Its not something you just wake up and decide..you have to discover it in yourself..and I honestly have to say I found it.

    Something had opened in my eyes. To anyone who was probably as depressed and drained from all the disappointments in life.. you have to just chill out and self reflect...to learn and to accomplish being truly wise..you have learned to accept in things you can not change..to be true to yourself...you must embrace everything good and bad..inside (how do you know the difference). Once in  your rebirth you will be born free again..a true "Tabula Rasa"

Monday, 27 July 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    The Emancipation of Mimi - Platinum Edition
    By Mariah Carey
    Fly like a Bird
    see related

    I gotta say

    I am cruising threw life with this impression..things are way too difficult.. But their not.

    I guess we all need something to bring us together..focusing on things that matter. This world is temporary. Its a delusion. Man is lost..

    Blame the hate, and the ignorance on the fear...of just how confused and scared, and the vulnerability we feel. Show love and respect to everyone..It will fix every problem you have and bring you closer to the divine powers of the universe.  

    - Till next time folks..

Friday, 24 July 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    Bleach
    By Nirvana
    About a girl
    see related

    eek

    So alot has changed in this past month..I cant say I have grown at all but, I probably have. I totally exactly feel how I left off..But I guess its just how life works...

    Am I picky? or do I just know what I want?

    Why waste time on something that isnt working just to have something?  I think 90% of life is just knowing the difference...

Wednesday, 08 July 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    The Very Best of Deee-Lite
    By Deee-Lite
    Groove is in the heart
    see related

    ...WOAHH

    Wow..I can say a lot has changed since my last post..idk my horoscope said Sunday was my lucky day~ ...I am not so sure about that..I wrote a letter to myself..so I could read it in the future about 2 months..and I don't want to leave myself down..but it is so hard to focus. I am just in this little routine where I cant get out of. I need CHANGE....
    I need to focus..and not worry about stupid little shit...well...sorry i've got nothing really for you today. I'm just dealing with my own bullshit currently......love and peace*

Monday, 22 June 2009

  • Posted by JavaChip92
    Currently
    Breath from Another
    By Esthero
    That Girl
    see related

    The ending to this 4-month headache

     

       I guess, I finally figured, my answer out. At the same time, loosing what I was trying to gain.


           I think to myself all the mistakes I've made and  I try to convince myself  nobody is perfect. Sometimes we do
    stupid shit. But we should find a way to forgive ourselves. And then maybe the people who have discarded us might give us a second chance. But in my case..I dont really seriously think I want one. Because I dont feel as if i've done something completely wrong....

         I just think that I should (Personally) take some time and figure out what I want to be focused on for the next couple of months...dwelling on people who ultimately dont matter? I so very wish I could convince myself...that, its true, but it feels like its my life is put on hold for some reason?

          I guess I cant really offer any insight to my problem. This is more of just venting if anything. But seriously
    you only really make true friends when you young....When you grow up..it feels like people just want shit from you..What you can offer them..what special treatment do you have to give up...

     Most importantly I hate people who are unappreciative..Probably one of my biggest pet peeves. Doesnt matter if you asked..Or not. 
                                                                                                  ©2009

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  • Making Movies, Law, Politics, Theology,Philosophy, Being out side at nighttime when its raining,listening to Norah Jones on a rainy day all snugged up in my bed., NYC, and Seattle, Writing Poetry, writing stories, Watching the Philip Defranco show daily, Helping people when i can,teaching people new things, having hour long conversations about interesting subjects, Learning new things, Experiencing new things, making memories, MUSIC, playing musical instruments that i can play (double and electric bass,Viola,Violin,Cello), Cooking (im really good at it..), Coming up with future business ideas...

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